What specific spiritual challenge was Balasaheb Deo facing, and what methods did he try to overcome it before deciding to wait for Sai's command?

Balasaheb Deo's primary spiritual struggle was his inability to read the Dnyaneshwari daily, despite a strong desire to do so. As described in Chapter 41, various obstacles would constantly arise, preventing him from maintaining a regular practice, unlike his ability to read other books. He tried several methods to overcome this, such as taking a three-month leave to rest at home, but even then, the reading did not happen. He then made a resolution to read at least five verses, or Ovis, daily, but even this small commitment failed to materialize with regularity and enthusiasm, leaving him distressed.