What specific resolution did Balasaheb Deo make regarding the Dnyaneshwari, and what led him to this decision?

After numerous failed attempts to read the Dnyaneshwari with any regularity, Balasaheb Deo made a firm and unique resolution. As detailed in Chapter 41, he became so distressed by the recurring obstacles that he decided to stop trying on his own. He resolved that he would only commence reading the sacred text again if and when Sai Baba himself gave him a direct order to do so. The text states he decided, "Only when Sai Himself gives love And says 'Read,' then will I start without any confusion." This decision was born from his inability to maintain his spiritual practice despite a strong desire, leading him to place the entire matter at his Guru's feet.