What specific resolution did Balasaheb Deo make regarding his inability to consistently read the Dnyaneshwari?

Feeling distressed by his repeated failures to read the Dnyaneshwari regularly, Balasaheb Deo made a firm and unique resolution. He decided he would only commence reading the sacred text again when Sai Baba himself gave him the love for it and a direct order to do so. Chapter 41 states that he put his faith at Sai's feet, resolving, "Only when Sai gives the order, then only will I read the Dnyaneshwari." He decided to wait for this explicit instruction from his Guru before making another attempt.