What specific resolution did Balasaheb Deo make at Sai's feet regarding his reading practice?

After becoming distressed by his repeated failure to read the Dnyaneshwari regularly, Balasaheb Deo made a very specific and firm resolve. As detailed in Chapter 41, he decided to completely stop trying on his own. Instead, he made a vow with full faith at Sai Baba's feet, stating, "Only when Sai Himself gives love And says 'Read,' then will I start without any confusion." He determined that he would not attempt to read the Dnyaneshwari again until he received a direct and explicit order from Sai Baba, trusting that only a command from his Guru could provide the true impetus and overcome his internal obstacles.