What specific resolution did Balasaheb Deo make after failing to consistently read the Dnyaneshwari?

After repeatedly failing to maintain his practice of reading the Dnyaneshwari, Balasaheb Deo made a very specific and profound resolution born of faith. As detailed in Chapter 41, he decided to relinquish his own initiative entirely and wait for a divine command. He resolved from the heart, stating, "Only when Sai Himself gives love And says 'Read,' then will I start without any confusion." He cemented this by placing his faith at Sai's feet, firmly deciding that he would only commence reading the sacred text again when he received a direct order from Sai Baba. This marked a shift from personal struggle to complete surrender to his Guru's will.