What specific resolution did Balasaheb Deo make about the Dnyaneshwari after his repeated failures to read it?

After numerous failed attempts to maintain a regular practice of reading the Dnyaneshwari, Balasaheb Deo felt distressed that his resolution could not succeed. He couldn't even consistently read five verses a day. As a result, Chapter 41 explains that he made a firm and specific resolve from his heart. He decided he would only begin reading the Dnyaneshwari again when Sai Baba Himself gave him the love and a direct order to do so. He placed his faith entirely at Sai's feet, vowing with a firm resolve, "Only when Sai gives the order, Then only will I read the Dnyaneshwari." This decision marked a shift from relying on his own efforts to surrendering his spiritual desire to his Guru's will.