What specific problem did Balasaheb Deo have with reading the Dnyaneshwari, and what did he decide to do about it?

Balasaheb Deo had a great desire to read the Dnyaneshwari daily, but he consistently faced obstacles that prevented him from maintaining this practice. As described in Chapter 41, even when he took a three-month leave from work, he found himself reading other books regularly but could not fulfill his wish to read the Dnyaneshwari. When he did try, doubts would arise, and the reading felt superficial. His frustration grew to the point where even a resolution to read just five verses daily did not succeed. Ultimately, Deo became distressed and made a firm resolve: he would only begin reading the Dnyaneshwari when Sai Baba Himself gave him a direct order and the love for it, placing his faith entirely at Sai's feet.