What specific phrase did Sai Baba repeatedly use with Sapatnekar, and what was the devotee's internal reaction to it?

The specific phrase Sai Baba repeatedly used was "Chal Hat," which translates to "Go away." According to the narrative in Chapter 48, this was Baba's "one fixed answer" for Sapatnekar whenever he bowed. The devotee's internal reaction was one of immense pain and confusion. He felt that while others experienced a "daily Diwali of joy" in Baba's presence, this rebuke was written on his forehead. He agonized over his past deeds and sins, even considering his initial argumentative nature as a possible cause for Baba's unique and persistent displeasure towards him.