What specific difficulties did Balasaheb Deo encounter when he tried to read the Dnyaneshwari?

Balasaheb Deo had a great desire to read the Dnyaneshwari daily but faced persistent obstacles. According to Chapter 41, while he could read other books regularly, his resolution to read the Dnyaneshwari would always be interrupted. Even when he took a three-month leave from work, he found time for other tasks but could not fulfill his wish to read this specific scripture. The text further explains that when he did attempt to read it, doubts would arise in his heart, which made the reading feel superficial and prevented him from developing a genuine love for the text. Chapter 41 notes his frustration, stating that even his resolution to read a mere five verses daily did not happen with any regularity or enthusiasm.