What specific challenges did Balasaheb Deo face when he tried to start reading the Dnyaneshwari, even when he had time off?

Balasaheb Deo faced several specific challenges in his attempts to read the Dnyaneshwari. According to Chapter 41, a primary issue was his inability to maintain a consistent routine, which was puzzling because he had no trouble reading other texts, like one chapter of the Bhagavad Gita, daily. Even when he took a three-month leave and went to his home in Ponda to rest, the Dnyaneshwari reading never materialized. The problem was deeply internal; the text notes that whenever he picked up the book, "some doubts would arise in the heart." This internal conflict made his reading superficial, preventing him from connecting with the text and developing love for it, to the point where even a small goal of five verses a day was not met with regularity.