What specific challenges did Balasaheb Deo face when he tried to read the Dnyaneshwari, and how did he try to overcome them?

Balasaheb Deo faced several challenges in his attempts to read the Dnyaneshwari daily. Chapter 41 explains that whenever he took the book in hand, doubts would arise in his heart, making the reading feel superficial and preventing him from developing a true love for it. He tried to set a small, manageable goal of reading just five verses, or Ovis, daily, but even this simple resolution failed due to a lack of regularity and enthusiasm. His strong intent was consistently met with some obstacle, and his efforts to establish a routine were repeatedly unsuccessful.