What specific challenges did Balasaheb Deo encounter when he tried to read the Dnyaneshwari?

Balasaheb Deo faced significant internal and external obstacles in his attempt to read the Dnyaneshwari daily. As described in Chapter 41, despite having a great desire, some unspecified obstacle would always arise, preventing his resolution from holding. Unlike other books which he could read regularly, his attempts with the Dnyaneshwari were fraught with difficulty. When he would take the book in hand, doubts would surface in his heart, which made the reading feel superficial and devoid of genuine love or connection. Even after taking a three-month leave from work, he found that other tasks took precedence, and his desire to read the sacred text remained unfulfilled.