What specific challenges did Balasaheb Deo encounter when he attempted to read the Dnyaneshwari?

Balasaheb Deo faced several persistent challenges in his attempts to read the Dnyaneshwari daily. According to the narrative in Chapter 41, despite having a strong desire, some form of obstacle would consistently arise, preventing his practice. This was particularly frustrating for him because he could read other books regularly without any issue. Furthermore, even when he managed to pick up the Dnyaneshwari, his reading felt superficial because doubts would surface in his heart, which prevented a feeling of love or deep connection from developing. The text highlights that even his scaled-back resolution to read just five verses daily did not happen with the regularity and enthusiasm he hoped for.