What significant spiritual struggle did Balasaheb Deo face, and what was his ultimate resolution to overcome it?

Balasaheb Deo had a deep and persistent desire to read the Dnyaneshwari daily, but as described in Chapter 41, he continuously encountered obstacles that prevented him from maintaining this practice. Despite his ability to read other books regularly, his attempts with the Dnyaneshwari would fail, and any reading he managed was superficial due to internal doubts. After becoming very distressed by his inability to even read five verses daily, Deo made a firm resolution. He decided to completely surrender the issue to his Guru, vowing that he would only commence reading the Dnyaneshwari again when Sai Baba Himself gave a direct order to do so.