What personal motivations and self-doubts does the author share in Chapter 2 regarding the monumental task of writing about Sai Baba?

Chapter 2 provides a window into the author's personal state of mind. The primary motivation was an obsession with collecting Baba's stories for the benefit of simple and loving devotees, a desire that grew after years of witnessing Baba's leelas. However, this was coupled with significant self-doubt. The author mentions being over sixty years old, feeling their intellect was not sharp, and fearing that weakness might cause the effort to fail. Despite this, as Chapter 2 reveals, the author proceeded out of a deep love for Sai, viewing the act of writing as a spiritual goal and trusting that Baba himself would guide the pen.