What personal feelings and doubts does the author express in Chapter 2 about undertaking the task of writing about Sai Baba?

Chapter 2 reveals the author's deep humility and personal doubts about writing this book. The author expresses feeling like an 'ignorant person' and merely an instrument, stating that it is Baba himself who will guide their hand. Having crossed sixty years of age, the author confesses to feeling their intellect is not sharp and worries that the effort might fail due to weakness, leaving only 'empty talk'. This doubt was significant enough that the author mentioned it to Madhavrao (Shama). Despite these reservations, the author proceeds, viewing the effort as a form of worship and a way to achieve a spiritual goal for Sai’s love.