What kind of difficulties did Balasaheb Deo have with reading the Dnyaneshwari?

Balasaheb Deo faced persistent obstacles in his attempts to read the Dnyaneshwari daily. According to chapter 41, despite having a great desire and even setting aside time like a three-month leave, some other task or book would always take precedence. When he did manage to pick up the Dnyaneshwari, doubts would arise in his heart, making the reading feel superficial and preventing him from developing a true love for the text. This internal struggle was so significant that his resolution to read even a small amount, just five verses daily, would fail to reach completion with any regularity or enthusiasm.