What kind of difficulties did Balasaheb Deo encounter when he tried to read the Dnyaneshwari?

Balasaheb Deo faced persistent and frustrating obstacles in his attempts to read the Dnyaneshwari daily. As described in Chapter 41, despite having a strong desire and making a resolution, some issue would always arise to interrupt his practice. Even when he took a three-month leave from work, he found himself reading other books but was unable to maintain a regular reading of the Dnyaneshwari. The text mentions that whenever he took the book in hand, doubts would surface in his heart, which made the reading feel superficial and prevented him from developing a true love for it. His efforts were so unsuccessful that he couldn't even manage to read five verses daily with any regularity.