What is the author's stated motivation for writing Chapter 49, even though he believes silence is the best praise for the Sadguru?

The author's motivation, as described in Chapter 49, stems from an irresistible urge to share the bliss he experiences from Sai's qualities. He acknowledges that silence is the real praise for the unfathomable Sadguru, but he cannot remain still. He uses the analogy of tasting a sweet delicacy and feeling the need to share it with a circle of listeners and friends, believing that sharing this 'culinary arrangement of essence' will double the bliss of the self-essence for everyone. He feels Sai himself gives the remembrance of these stories to complete the book.