What is the author's primary reflection in Chapter 49 about the challenge of writing about Sai Baba?

In Chapter 49, the author reflects on the profound difficulty of capturing the Sadguru's greatness in words. He notes that even the Vedas and Puranas grew weary of this task and that true praise is often found in silence. However, the author confesses that Sai's wondrous qualities and 'unfathomable Leela' compel him to write. As described in this chapter, he feels that the bliss of experiencing Sai is like a sweet delicacy that must be shared with a 'circle of listeners' for the joy to be complete, which is why he continued his work on the book.