What happened when Balasaheb Deo took a three-month leave to try and read the Dnyaneshwari?

The sacred texts describe Balasaheb Deo's dedicated but unsuccessful attempt to read the Dnyaneshwari during a leave of absence. Chapter 41 explains that Deo took a three-month leave and first went to Shirdi, and then to his home in Ponda to rest. During this time, he was able to complete other tasks and read other regular books without issue. However, his specific desire to read the Dnyaneshwari remained unfulfilled. Whenever he tried, doubts would arise in his heart, making the reading feel superficial and preventing him from truly connecting with the text.