What does Hemad, the author, reveal about his personal feelings and the source of his inspiration for writing in Chapter 43?

In Chapter 43, Hemad expresses profound devotion and humility. He states that the wonderful love he feels toward Sai is created by the Almighty himself. He sees himself as merely an instrument, sketching Sai's life story while devoted to his feet. Hemad explicitly says that it is Sai who grants him the devotion and love, and who increases the greatness of the life story being written. He acknowledges his own limitations, stating he cannot contemplate Sai's greatness through mere thought and therefore simply surrenders to him with a focused mind, offering thousands of prostrations with his body, speech, and mind.