What does Chapter 2 reveal about the author's personal journey and doubts before starting to write the Sai Satcharitra?

Chapter 2 provides insight into the author's personal state before undertaking the monumental task of writing the Sai Satcharitra. The author confesses to feeling doubtful, questioning how they could achieve such a feat. Having crossed sixty years of age, they felt their intellect was not sharp and worried that weakness might cause the effort to fail, resulting in "empty talk." The text reveals that the author shared this idea and their internal conflict with Madhavrao (Shama). Ultimately, despite these reservations, the author decided to proceed, believing that Baba himself would guide the pen and that the effort was a worthwhile form of worship.