What difficulties did Balasaheb Deo face when he tried to read the Dnyaneshwari, and what did he resolve to do about it?

Balasaheb Deo harbored a great desire to read the Dnyaneshwari daily, but as described in Chapter 41, he consistently faced obstacles that prevented him from maintaining this practice. Even when he took a three-month leave, he found himself reading other books but could not fulfill his wish to read the Dnyaneshwari. He felt his reading was superficial and lacked love, as doubts would arise in his heart. Distressed by his inability to even read five verses daily with regularity, he made a firm resolution. He decided he would only begin reading the Dnyaneshwari again when Sai Baba Himself gave the order, placing his faith entirely at Sai’s feet to grant him the love for it.