What difficulties did Balasaheb Deo face in his attempts to read the Dnyaneshwari, and what was his ultimate resolution?

Balasaheb Deo had a great and long-standing desire to read the Dnyaneshwari daily, but he consistently faced obstacles that prevented him from maintaining this practice. As mentioned in Chapter 41, even when he took a three-month leave to rest, he found himself reading other books but could not fulfill his wish to read the Dnyaneshwari. When he did try, doubts would arise, making the reading feel superficial and preventing him from developing a love for it. His resolution to read even five verses a day did not succeed. Ultimately, as Chapter 41 describes, Deo became so distressed that he made a firm resolve to only begin reading the sacred text when Sai Baba Himself gave him a direct and clear order to do so, placing his faith entirely in Baba's knowledge of his inner desire.