What challenges did Balasaheb Deo encounter with his spiritual reading, and what decision did this lead him to make?

Balasaheb Deo had a great desire to read the Dnyaneshwari daily, but he consistently faced obstacles that prevented him from maintaining this practice. As detailed in Chapter 41, while he could read other books regularly, his attempts to read the Dnyaneshwari were fraught with difficulty. Whenever he took the book in hand, doubts would arise in his heart, causing the reading to feel superficial and preventing him from developing a genuine love for it. Even resolving to read just five verses daily proved unsuccessful. Frustrated by his inability to succeed, Deo made a firm resolve to only resume his reading of the Dnyaneshwari when Sai Baba himself gave him a direct order and instilled the necessary love for the text.