The text mentions karma and desires. What is the author's personal prayer to Sai in this context?

Within Chapter 44, the author expresses a sense of personal limitation and deep devotion. The author admits to not understanding the complexities of karma, specifically mentioning Prarabdha (destiny), Sanchita (accumulated karma), and Kriyamana (current actions). Following this admission, the author makes a direct appeal to the "merciful King of Gurus, Sai," praying for His mercy. The text also notes that the mind finds no rest due to "various waves of desires" and acknowledges that the soul cannot achieve stability without Sai Baba's divine grace, framing the plea as one for both mercy and inner peace.