The author says it's better to be silent when praising the Sadguru, but then he wrote this whole book. How does he explain this contradiction in Chapter 49?

In Chapter 49, the author masterfully addresses this apparent paradox. He begins by agreeing that "maintaining silence is the real praise of the Sadguru," as even the Vedas and Puranas found it impossible to fully describe Him. However, he immediately clarifies that "each quality of Sai makes me forget that silence." He compares the experience to tasting sweet delicacies and feeling an irresistible urge to share them with friends. The author explains that he cannot remain still when witnessing Sai's unfathomable Leela (play). Ultimately, he reveals that Sai Himself is the driving force, manifesting stories so unexpectedly that the author must take up his pen, thus resolving the conflict between the inadequacy of words and the overwhelming inspiration to share.