In Chapter 50, what does the author say about his own ability to write about Sai Baba's glory?

The author, Hemadpant, expresses profound humility in Chapter 50 regarding his capacity to describe Sai Baba's greatness. He states that the 'greatness of the King of Gurus is unfathomable' and that in attempting to articulate it, 'the pride of speech dissolves.' He feels it is better to remain silent and bow at the Guru's feet. Referring to himself as a 'wretched one,' he questions what power he could possibly have to describe such glory. The author resolves this by attributing the creation of the book not to his own skill, but to divine will. As Chapter 50 clarifies, it is Sai himself who, 'out of love for his devotees, reveals this book through grace,' positioning the author as a humble instrument.