In Chapter 49, the author says silence is the best praise for a Sadguru, so why did he decide to write the Satcharita anyway?

In Chapter 49 of the Sai Satcharita, the author acknowledges that while silence is the truest praise for a Sadguru, he cannot remain still because the qualities and leelas of Sai are so captivating. He compares the experience to tasting sweet delicacies and feeling the need to share them with a circle of listeners. The author explains that the thought to share this bliss took root in his soul, leading him to create this "culinary arrangement of essence" for the benefit of other devotees. He states that Sai Himself prompted the start of the Satcharita for the author's own self-interest and to tell the unfathomable stories to other devotees.