In Chapter 49, the author acknowledges the impossibility of describing the Sadguru with words. What is the stated motivation for writing the book anyway?

The author's motivation, as explained in Chapter 49, stems from an uncontrollable urge to share the bliss of Sai's qualities. While acknowledging that true praise is silence, the author states that each quality of Sai makes this silence impossible. The experience is compared to tasting a sweet delicacy and feeling a deep need to share it with friends, believing that sharing doubles the bliss. This thought, described in Chapter 49 as a "culinary arrangement of essence," matured into the book, despite the author knowing that the Sadguru's unfathomable Leela is ultimately inexpressible through speech.