In Chapter 49, the author acknowledges the difficulty of describing Sai. What is his stated motivation for writing about Him anyway?

The author in Chapter 49 grapples with the paradox of describing the indescribable nature of Sai. He admits that Sai's Leela is inexpressible and that silence is the most fitting praise. However, he explains his motivation using an analogy: when one tastes sweet delicacies, the mind remembers friends and listeners. The author feels that the bliss of Sai's essence must be shared, stating, "the bliss of the self-essence doubles" when experienced with others. This thought compelled him to create this literary "culinary arrangement of essence" so that other devotees could also partake in the feast of Sai's stories.