In Chapter 36, how does the author describe his own role in narrating Sai's stories?

The author in Chapter 36 expresses a deep sense of humility regarding his role as the narrator. He questions his own authority, stating, "What authority do I have? I am truly aware of this." He dismisses his own "I-ness" or ego, explaining that the playful Sai himself is the true force behind the narration. As described in Chapter 36, the author sees himself merely as a pretext or a medium through whom Sai makes his own qualities known to his devotees. This perspective reinforces the idea that the stories are a direct manifestation of Sai's grace, with the author simply being an instrument for fulfilling the desires of the devotees.