In Chapter 35, how does the author describe his own state of mind and his process for writing the Satcharitra?

In Chapter 35, the author humbly presents himself as a mere instrument of Sai Baba's will, stating, "I am merely a servant of the command." He describes his writing process as an act of pure devotion where, by keeping his gaze on Sai's feet, "waves of words emerge" which he then collects in the pot of the holy life story. He uses the beautiful analogy of young tortoises being nourished solely by their mother's glance to explain his relationship with Sai. He feels that Sai's glance alone provides complete sustenance, removing all hunger and thirst. This section of the chapter reveals the author's deep devotional state, where the experience of Sai transcends the senses and dissolves the duality of seer, seen, and seeing.