In Chapter 2, what was the author's personal motivation for writing this book, and what doubts did he have about the project?

Chapter 2 reveals the author's deep motivation and personal struggles. A strong desire arose in him to collect Sai's various stories and string them into a book as a form of worship. He was driven to do this for the sake of simple and loving devotees, especially those who had not seen Baba in person. However, he was also filled with doubt, mentioning to Madhavrao (Shama) his concerns. Having crossed sixty years of age, he felt his intellect was not sharp and feared the effort might fail due to weakness, resulting in only empty talk. Ultimately, he decided the effort was a worthwhile spiritual goal dedicated to Sai's love.