I read that a devotee named Deo had trouble with his spiritual practice. What was the issue and what did he decide to do about it?

The devotee, Balasaheb Deo, had a specific issue with his spiritual practice related to reading the Dnyaneshwari. Chapter 41 recounts that he had a great desire to read it daily, but some obstacle or other would always prevent it. Unlike other books he could read regularly, when he picked up the Dnyaneshwari, doubts would arise, and he could not find love for it within. After realizing he couldn't even manage to read five verses a day consistently, he made a firm resolution. He decided to leave it in Sai Baba's hands, vowing, 'Only when Sai Himself gives love and says 'Read,' then will I start without any confusion.'