I'm trying to understand Kakasaheb Dixit's emotional state before his first trip to Shirdi. How was he feeling and who did he turn to for help?

According to Chapter 51 of the Sai Satcharita, Kakasaheb Dixit was in a state of overwhelming worry and anxiety after completing his election work in Ahmednagar. His singular focus was on how to get to Shirdi and meet Sai Baba. The text describes his thoughts as, "Who will come with me? Who will take me before Baba and place me at His feet?" Gripped by this anxiety, he respectfully requested help from the Mirikars, specifically Kakasaheb Mirikar and his son Balasaheb Mirikar, the Mamlatdar of Kopergaon. They held a serious discussion about who should accompany Dixit on his journey, highlighting Dixit's deep yearning and dependence on others to facilitate his first darshan of Baba.