I'm new to the path of devotion and sometimes have doubts. Is it wrong to question the Guru's actions in my mind?

It is natural to have thoughts and even doubts on the spiritual path, and the story of Boss Dharamsee in Chapter 35 provides great comfort in this regard. Dharamsee, a visitor to Shirdi, was deeply troubled when offered grapes with seeds, as he disliked them. He even thought to himself, 'If he is a saint, how does he not know that I do not like these grapes?' Despite this internal challenge, Baba did not get angry. Instead, he responded with a loving miracle, turning the grapes seedless for Dharamsee. This event shows that Baba understands our innermost thoughts and feelings, even our doubts, and he responds not with punishment, but with grace and love to strengthen our faith.