I heard about a devotee named Balasaheb Deo who had trouble with his spiritual practice. What was his specific issue?

Balasaheb Deo had a great and persistent desire to read the Dnyaneshwari daily as part of his spiritual practice. However, as Chapter 41 explains, he faced constant interruptions and obstacles that prevented him from maintaining this resolution. Unlike other books which he could read regularly, his attempts to read the Dnyaneshwari were unsuccessful. Even during a three-month leave from work, he could not fulfill this desire, as doubts would arise in his heart, making the reading feel superficial and lacking in love. His frustration grew as he found he couldn't even manage to read five verses daily with any regularity.