Yes, the story of Balasaheb Deo's struggle is recounted in Chapter 41. He had a strong wish to read the sacred text Dnyaneshwari every day, similar to how one might read a chapter of the Bhagavad Gita. However, despite his strong intentions, some unnamed obstacle would always interfere, and his resolution would be broken. This was specific to the Dnyaneshwari; he was able to read other books without any issue. The problem was internal, as doubts would surface and he couldn't find a true love for the text, making the reading feel shallow. Ultimately, he surrendered the effort, deciding he would only read it if he received a direct command from Sai Baba to do so.
I heard a devotee named Deo had trouble with his studies. Can you explain what was going on with his reading of the Dnyaneshwari?
π Chapter 41