I find it hard to believe in miracles and approach spirituality with a critical mind. What can I learn from the account of Boss Dharamsee in Shirdi?

The story of Boss Dharamsee in Chapter 35 offers valuable insight for a critical mind. Dharamsee himself arrived with a 'clinical scrutiny,' driven by curiosity about reported miracles. He was immediately confronted with a personal challenge: being offered unwashed, seeded grapes which he disliked and was advised not to eat. His mind was filled with doubts and various thoughts. The lesson from his experience is that Baba is aware of our innermost state, including our doubts. The transformation occurred when Dharamsee, despite his internal resistance, chose to obey Baba's command. The resulting miracle was personal to him—another devotee confirmed his own grapes still had seeds. This suggests that while maintaining a critical mind, one should also be open to setting aside preconceived notions and ego, as surrender can lead to personal experiences that transcend ordinary logic and foster true devotion.