I feel doubtful sometimes, just like Boss Dharamsee. What practical lesson can I learn from his story about approaching Sai?

The story of Boss Dharamsee in Chapter 35 offers a profound practical lesson for those who struggle with doubt. Dharamsee's mind was a storm of conflict: his dislike for seeded grapes, his doctor's advice, and his intellectual judgment of Baba. This is a very relatable human experience. The key takeaway is what happened when he acted against his own rational mind and simply obeyed Baba's instruction. The miracle wasn't just for show; it was a mechanism to break through his specific doubts. The lesson is that while doubts are natural, holding onto them and trying to intellectually dissect the Guru can lead to distress. The path forward, as demonstrated by Dharamsee, is an act of surrender, even if small. By accepting the prasad despite his reservations, he opened the door for grace to transform his perception entirely.