How was Balasaheb Deo's experience with reading the Dnyaneshwari different from his experience with other books?

Balasaheb Deo's experience with the Dnyaneshwari was uniquely challenging compared to other literature. Chapter 41 notes that while other regular books were read without issue, his resolution to read the Dnyaneshwari would not hold. Whenever he took the Dnyaneshwari in hand, doubts would arise in his heart. This caused the reading to remain superficial, and he could not develop a deep love for it. This internal obstacle was specific to the Dnyaneshwari and prevented him from establishing a daily practice, despite his strong intentions.