How does the author of the Satcharitra express their personal devotion and understanding of Sai Baba in this chapter?

The author conveys a deep and personal devotion to Sai Baba throughout Chapter 44. They refer to him as the 'merciful King of Gurus' and express a feeling of helplessness without his grace, stating that the mind has no rest due to waves of desire and the soul cannot attain stability without it. The author humbly admits to not understanding complex concepts like Prarabdha, Sanchita, or Kriyamana karma, and instead places their complete faith in Sai's mercy. This devotion is also reflected in the poetic assertion that there is 'no difference' between Rama, Krishna, and Sai, viewing them as manifestations of the same Ultimate Reality over which even death has no power.