How does the author of the Satcharitra describe their personal connection to Sai Baba and the experience of His presence in Chapter 35?

In Chapter 35, the author humbly portrays themselves as a mere "servant of the command," simply following orders to narrate Sai's life story. They use the beautiful metaphor of being like the "young ones of a tortoise, nourished only by a glance." This illustrates a deep, non-physical connection where Sai's glance alone provides complete satisfaction, removing all thirst, hunger, and exhaustion. The chapter further explains that this experience of Sai's presence transcends duality. The author notes that for them, the triad of the seen, the seer, and the seeing vanishes, erasing any sense of separation when gazing upon the "ocean of mercy, King Sai."