How does the author of the Sai Satcharitra describe his motivation for writing in Chapter 49?

In Chapter 49, the author reveals a profound internal motivation for writing. He acknowledges that silence is the most fitting praise for the Sadguru's indescribable nature. However, he explains that the sweetness of Sai's leelas compels him to speak, just as one who tastes a sweet delicacy wishes to share it with friends. He refers to this process as a "culinary arrangement of essence," where the joy of the spiritual experience must be shared to be fully realized. As he notes, the thought took root in his soul to bring others to this feast, so that the "bliss of the self-essence doubles," transforming a solitary enjoyment into a communal one.