How does the author of the final summary in Chapter 53 describe their mindset and reliance on a higher power?

The author who completed the summary expresses profound humility and a sense of inadequacy for the task. As described in Chapter 53, they felt dejected and referred to themselves as a "fool with a dull intellect" with no knowledge or poetic ability. The author's sole support was their faith in the Guru. They prayed to Lord Dattaguru and Sai-Narayana for mercy and inspiration, believing that the Guru's power is so immense that "He can make a gnat lift a mountain." Ultimately, the author concludes that Sai Baba himself is the true writer of the summary, and their own mouth is merely an instrument for His glory.