How does the author, Hemadpant, describe his own role in writing the Sai Satcharitra in this section of the book?

In Chapter 30, the author expresses deep humility about his role in composing the text. He questions his own qualifications, stating that the work is not truly his but is being accomplished by Sai Baba himself. Hemadpant describes himself as merely a vessel, asserting that Sai is the true 'illuminator' of his speech and the 'lamp of knowledge' that destroys ignorance. He attributes his ability to write without feeling any strain and with a stilled, unwaivering mind directly to his faith in the compassionate Lord. This passage reveals that he viewed the creation of the Satcharitra as an act of divine grace, not personal achievement.