How did the person who ultimately wrote the summary in Chapter 53 feel about the task, and where did they find the strength to do it?

The author who took up the task of writing the summary felt deeply inadequate, as detailed in Chapter 53. He describes himself as a 'fool with a dull intellect' with no knowledge or poetic ability, and his mind became dejected upon realizing the summary was missing. His sole support and source of strength was his unwavering faith in his Guru. He prayed to Lord Dattaguru and Sai-Narayana for mercy and inspiration, believing that the Guru's power is so immense that He 'can make a gnat lift a mountain.' He saw himself merely as an instrument, stating that Sai would be the one to write the summary through him.