How did the person who eventually wrote the summary of the Satcharitra feel about taking on the task?

The author who took on the task of completing the summary expresses profound humility and self-doubt in Chapter 53. They describe themselves as a "fool with a dull intellect" with no natural ability for composing poetry. Upon realizing the summary was missing and the task might fall to them, their mind became dejected. The author prayed earnestly to Dattaguru for mercy and inspiration, stating that their only support was the Guru's grace, which is powerful enough to "make a gnat lift a mountain." They believed that ultimately, Sai Baba Himself would be the true author, using their mouth merely as an instrument to complete the work.